It's really hard trying to express something in a language that it's not yours.
You want to describe your state of mind, BUT you have to use simple sentences, 'cause you'd like people to truly understand.
(I know this is complicated even among people who speak the same language...)
That's why I don't write so often, that's why I don't comment too much. It's easy to write:" awesome, stunning, wonderful, beautiful, etc", but sometimes I'd like you to know that your works cause deep struggles into my soul, but I can't find the way to tell this in different ways or just explain all I'd like to say.....
Actually I don't even know if I've been good at explaining all this...and yes, I've uset too many "but" in this Journal...